The problem is she HAS done it via text and I didn't know our boundaries had changed. I didn't think it would be a big deal for her to say something quick. I hate that it even matters....
I think it just came with bad timing of me being so emotional yesterday. I was so glad she responded but never anticipated one that seemed distant and not very personal.
I am now taking my joint session tonight with my H just for me to talk about this and these feelings. As the clock ticks down, I can feel myself repress my emotions which is the opposite of what I want to do.