congrats morningview, that's really great

I guess studying hard is the primary thing, but I think I always do that, too hard sometimes maybe.
Making it into an adventure sounds like fun but isn't it hard to do in the situation? It sounds funny though pinksoil

I wonder if maybe I should give some more informations. The nervousness doesn't help me do better one bit. I get so nevous before exams. Like there's a month untill my first exam and I don't even know the subjects yet, but I'm still nervous. When I'm in the exam room I shake and cry like a baby, and my head just keeps saying RUN RUN RUN.
I get so scared it's really horrible. I stutter and when I have to illustrate something or write something my hands shake so much you can hardly read it.
And I study hard, I do my best, except it isn't my best, cause if I could get rid o some of the nervousness I knew I could do better. At school work I get straight A's but I fail half my exams, which reall bothers me cause exam grades are the ones that count.

This year I've been given a tutor so I'm hoping it might help a little, but I'm still not comfortable with her. I guess I'm gonna have to learn to trust her, it isn't easy tho.

Izzy