Lately whenever I'm home alone, which seems like a lot of the time, I feel so numb and lonely. I've lost interest in all the things I used to love to do. I often find myself doing nothing when I have things that need to be done. I just feel empty. Eventually I get so bored I watch tv all day even if I'm not interested at all. I get so bored sometimes I even cut myself just to feel something. I never feel like this all the time. I'm actually a sorta happy person...