Yea ... I guess the thing is, I will catch up with her and have a dope time - and then I will feel stupid - and a bish - then I will get all antisocial again.

Hmmm it's about remembering the fun you do have when you make yourself do something ...? God. This is the second thing I have had in 2 days like this, on Sunday a mate asked me straight out why I piked on him for brunch or lunch :/

I will just 'forget' to reply to texts etc so know what you mean Lib ...

gotta stop doing this.