hi jinnyann not fully sure what you are trying to say ,but i know forgiveness for me, especially for things i've done wrong have been the hardest to forgive ,yet it is easy for me to forgive and forget what others have done to me.my lack of self forgiveness i feel comes from my low self esteem and the illness of depression.we all make mistakes and as long as we are alive will probably do so ,not sure where it is written ,but we must forgive ourselves for our weaknesses again and again.............................
jeff xxxxxxxx