Kinda. My co-workers in the pharmacy are terrific, the job is just getting stressful because we are trying a new method of filling. I think it's actually beneficial but it's taking time right now. That's no excuses to unaccountable head-hunting nurses who do what they want because they can and would look for any reason to get rid of me to show power. Obviously they must have connections.

I'm glad you folks care because I can't tell anyone why I'm feeling so depressed. I had a suicidal ideation bout 2 years ago and I thought that was the end of it. I still feel depressed and too humiliated to talk to any friends about my depression/loneliness/anxiety/dire need for love or end my life.