I am just so scared offffffffffffffffffff what??????????????????? that I make myself look silly!!! the fear is soooooooooooooo real that I don't envision a time when it isn't so real!!....I know she's already said that I am a pleasure to work with...but its like I need more now!!! feed me I'm hungry!!!! but hey wait a minute....what if its not really about how SHE feels about me but how mum felt about me way way back.....but I dont want this to be about mum....I want it to be about T!!....but its gonna be about mummy I just know it!! LOL