i must say that i also felt exactly the same thing.
i didn`t want to let this relationship go, although i though it would be better for my nerve system ^_^

and my boyfriend didn`t hang out with me, prefering his friends. or playstation games.

now i see he is SUCH a week person. such little poor...

i suppose what you call his hatred really hurts you. i think it may be indifference, but not only TO YOU. to the whole world-except for himself of course. i don`t know of course. don`t take it for sure.

i hope you don`t think that something is wrong with you! something is wrong with HIM.