Yes some of us are 'hiding' I guess <giggle>.

I respect my T too much to put him in a bad situation that could ruin his life and career. So when I stop fantasizing and start thinking, this is what I remember.

Now, if therapy was over for awhile and the opportunity presented itself somehow...I would love to at least be friends if he wanted that.

I'm secretly hopeful for that day but I realize it may never happen.