I WON'T continue a hard topic at the end of the session today. I will make sure of that. I'm nervous for today.....and have no clue how it will go. But I know I'm going to need to take control over my sessions so not to put me in teh situation I was in on Monday.

Today's the day. 6 hours from now. I'm nervous. ALmost like the first time I saw her. But proud of myself for not canceling.