Kid I thank you for your reply

I never was a too unselfassured person. I mean I never was OVER self confident, but I always knew what I want and was able to reach my goals.

Now it's like...I'm blank. I have no goals, desire, I also opened a new thread...I feel melancholic. And I am not like that at all. So yea it bothers me a lot.

Even my mom (and she really sees everything correctly when it comes to my state of mind and appearance) says that she misses my energetic personality. Not mania like of course. But I was always a little ray of sunshine, happy with everything and confident in what I want.

SO this just doesn't make any sense to me.

but you are right. a pill can't make you confident...but it can take melancholie away....cus this is just not who i am