Thank you to all of you who are being so supportive...

I am happy and grateful i was there with my Nan this morning when she passed away.

Sabau2, i totally understand and agree with what you said, it makes a lot of sense...i believe things happen for a reason so i too hold the same opinions as you...i dont feel trapped anymore, not today, i think it was mainly out of frustration that i couldnt be in 2 places at once, but now i was able to be there for my nan, i feel ok about my temporary job. i took the day off today, understandably, but i will resume as normal tomorrow.

I had a lot of time to think last night and this morning whilst in hospital, and i thought about this job and my life etc, and it isnt as bad as i thought it was...i guess i just had a moment of selfishness and misery, and with everything that has happened today, it snapped me into shape i suppose.

I will pm you all shortly, it may not be soon though, as i think we are off to what used to be my nans house, we have to arrange certain things...but i promise i will get in touch with you all.

Thanks again

Simon