Hi hidesad, no-one's going to be immune to depression regardless of age, gender.........and it can hurt just as much/floor you just as much, whoever you are/whatever your circumstances........so no "should"'s hey?
It isn't your fault that you're feeling like this. And you're not a loser.
I know it can be really hard to break through feelings like that, so if you want to talk a bit more, we're here for you. And whatever support we can give you...........you're not alone.

Alison