How do I continue to be a "nice bear" amid all the sham and broken dreams..
Is it even worth it, I seriously question if there is any point at all remaining on this planet. Every day it's harder to hang on, and to anyone who feels similar and who feels "weak" .. That is a LIE.

Depression is a Beast, and to anyone else who is unable to take meds because of impossible reactions, you have my empathy.

I shouldn't really "waste" anyone's time ... Feel free to ignore.