Yes, I love teaching. I can't imagine myself doing anything else. I especially like the kids with the emotional/behavior problems. I just have a special place in my heart for them and want to see them over come whatever their issues are.

Maybe that is why I am having chest pains...haha.

A few times already this year I didn't feel well in class. I straight up told the kids, if I fall over - please pick up the phone and call the nurse and tell her I am having a heart attack. They were like why? haha. I just knew I was going to fall over and the emotional/behavior kids would just go out of control and leave me for dead on the floor.

I really hope I get this under control. My dr. is going to do heart tests and stuff to make sure I am really having anxiety/stress and not something really bad going on with me. I am glad I found a great dr. he listens to me and he will e-mail me and answer me without a problem. I just got him 3 weeks ago and he is setting up a plan for me to totally make sure it is in my mind and not anything with my body. I think once I get tests done - maybe this anxiety will go away. Most of my mind is consuming myself with health related issues. I think I am always dying now.