i seem to stay in this dark place no matter how many times i change my meds or increase them...
is it just me?
this feels like prison...
i have emotional wars with my physical being, and psyche...
im feeling fine, things arent all bad; but wait isnt there something im supposed to be doing? i feel hurt, lost and abandoned, i cant remember what im supposed to do...
things are confusing, i cant see clearly
im upset and becoming angry because of this separation
am i living in a duality? or is it me who is duality
am i cursed with these feelings?
why can't i just feel one way or another...