Fuzzy, you NEVER waste our time!!!
And how do you continue to be a "nice bear".........well you couldn't be anything else, despite the way you may be feeling. You are you, and you are nice (and a whole lot more good things!!), and there's no getting away from that!!!
But I do know that things can be really hard for you, and I also know you deserve a whole lot more than the way you're feeling................just keep remembering that you do matter, and if ever you need understanding/comfort/support/encouragement.........whatever we're here for you, and if we can help you just a little..............

Alison