Fuzzy I'm always glad to read all your posts and I love your cute teddy bears. You never waste our time. I agree with you that depression is a beast, a real monster. It is a monster that lies to us and tells us we are no good and all kinds of other bad stuff. I understand how you feel. I take meds and they work just so much. Tuesday I felt so bad I was ready to give up. This depression mess hurts. But we are here with you and we all love you. You are a wonderful person.