So I had been clean and sober for 25 years and for the past couple of years have been using vicodin, not so much for pain but to get high to be sure. I know it's a dead end path so I'm on day 3 if quiting.....it's not to bad but thought I keep having us that I just don't like the way I feel without the drug....I mean even during my 25 years clean...life on life's terms should have some moments of feeling good....It's so rare..... But I know using will just make things worse in the long run........can anybody relate?....