i've tried many times to stop hurting myself but i always fail there is smthing that pulles me back and after failing 2 stop i started thinking
so i have to stop?
it works with me why should i stop?
does this make me a weak aweful person that i lost my will to quit?
i've talked to many ppl whom are so strong and they fight the urgs and there are cut free for a long while
why can't i do the same!