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Originally Posted by Piraeus
Hi OP. It's nice to meet you.I'm sorry you are going through all this. I hope you are not serious about the rope. Things will get better with time. PC is here for you. If you really feel bad the call the sui**de hot line. Don't pretend everything is ok. Get the help you need.
A couple of years ago I had a good relationship with my T, but he retired and I couldn't
see him any more. The clinic suggested another T. That didn't turn out so well. He said "so what can I help you with?" I was so pissed I walked out. He had my file. Doesn't he know what is going on with me. Oh well. I will keep searching for the right Therapist.
I hope you start feeling better soon. PM me if you like. I will do my best to be a shoulder to lean on, an ear to listen, ect....
Sincerely,
Piraeus
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Hi, I am Janelle
It's been a long time I feel this bad and hurt. I wish I don't have to be serious. Sometimes I wish I have a car. - not dying with broken bones or horrified face or etc. I am stuck with this dr. It's govt one, so we dun have a choice as to whom we see. I have borderline PD, so her words burns like fire or stab with the most brutal force. I am really upset yet no one can understand here. I see a school counselor who is also a CP, but she seems so clueless about everything. (I have seen her twice as of now)
Things happening after the dr just adds on. It seems like everyone hates me or something had to go wrong with me. I cry and cut at night. I guess I have to go inpatient or I will really hurt myself in some way.
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Bipolar, BPD, ED
increasing med right now: a downhill slope
Seroquel 200mg
Epilim 300mg
Olanzapine 5mg
Amisulpride 50mg (just started trying this)
Clonazepam 1.5mg
Ativan 1mg (PRN)
Zopiclone (Imovane) 10mg
In psychosis and struggling worse with ED
I skip med because I would rather be psychotic than living in the real sucky world
Who can understand?...
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Last edited by TheWell; Sep 26, 2014 at 03:00 PM.
Reason: Edited to bring within guidelines
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