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my god, even though we have different dx - I have bipolar; i have totally the exp like yours.
night time is when the monster creeps in, but i back out of hosp as soon as my mum starts packing for it. Then I struggle like hell and wake up to struggle more, regretting backing out last night. this cycle repeats. there's no end...
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Bipolar, BPD, ED
increasing med right now: a downhill slope
Seroquel 200mg
Epilim 300mg
Olanzapine 5mg
Amisulpride 50mg (just started trying this)
Clonazepam 1.5mg
Ativan 1mg (PRN)
Zopiclone (Imovane) 10mg
In psychosis and struggling worse with ED
I skip med because I would rather be psychotic than living in the real sucky world
Who can understand?...
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