((((((JACQ))))))))
I am sorry you are having a setback at this time. even the strongest of people have setbacks, Unfortunately if your disorder is a chemical imbalance then setbacks happen from time to time. Perhaps all you need is a med adjustment, I think we tend to think the worst when something happens, when in reality the adjustment is really minor if things are caught early enough, and the mental health team steps in early enough to stop a major setback. I hope you change your mind and talk to a therapist so you can feel better, and get your meds adjusted if needed so the setback will be just a minor incident, and you can move on with your life soon. I hope the best for you in the future. Take care of yourself JACQ> Soidhonia.