ugh. Feeling sick with stress. Money is a huge issue again, AND we have all these kittens in our house and are trying to find good homes AND I am stressed about therapy stuff. Feeling stupid about the session and I had lunch with a friend who also sees the same T and somehow in the conversation we got on the topic of the sound-proofing at his office and in discussing that, realized that my friend never yells at him. She has NEVER yelled. I have another friend who sees him also, and checked with her, and she was kind of flabbergasted at the idea of yelling at him. My MIL also does not yell at him. I have yelled at him more than I have ever yelled at anyone in my life except my husband and my sister. Apparently I am the world's most yelling -yeller, horrible client. I feel really stupid for thinking that he actually likes me and enjoys talking to me (most of the time) when he probably really dreads the sessions and thinks I am a *****. I should probably just cancel the next appointment anyway because I feel like I am spending insane amounts of money on therapy (mental and physical).