I've been on SSDI for 2 years now and desperately trying to get back to work. I really need the money, since disability money is not nearly enough to support me and my 2 kids, but I also feel totally worthless and useless without a job.

I studied a lot-have a Masters Degree- and it was very hard and I feel like I did it for nothing.
I'm working with an agency through SSD Ticket to Work program, which tries to find me a work from home, customer service job. I would rather work outside from home but have 2 kids, one is special needs, so right now this would be a good start to get back. Pay is not good though but I want to give it a try. I've been trying to get a job on my own but I have a 4 year gap since I was fired from last job due to my bipolar, so that doesn't look good on the resume.

Anyone with the same or similar issue???