I can't do proud yet Alison. It has actually become harder to hear the word said to me now too. My T just told me this week that she is proud of me and before I knew it I rolled my eyes at her. A coworker told me she was proud of me this week too and same thing, I rolled my eyes. You and a few others from PC have told me you're proud of me and I have and I catch myself thinking, "If you only really knew me you wouldn't be."

A few months ago that's all I wanted to hear was that someone was proud of me and now that people are saying they're proud of me I can't accept it.

Anyways, thanks for the reply.