Thanks for the kind words!!
I don't really have a support net to fall back on, neither any kind of stability so I need to do something...Very stressful and scary when there are 2 kids who completely depend on me, bipolar or not. My little son is physically disabled and has other cognitive issues so that makes it even more difficult. I've used up all my savings etc. Never thought that I would get in a situation like this, very surreal for sure. From suburban working mom, to urban and poor, needing food stamps....
I feel like that I dug a big hole for myself with very poor choices and there is no way out. Only a miracle would help...I do believe in miracles....so there is some hope.