Hi waterknob, hoping today hasn't been too bad either??
But really
well done on getting back on it after Tuesday!!! I can imagine you
really didn't want to go in on Wednesday so
real kudos!!!! And seems like it paid off with things getting a bit better afterwards.
As your colleagues are finding it hard as well though, could you get a little more support from them as well?? Maybe support each other??
Although it can sometimes help to know that someone else is in the same position as you, that they understand, and that you're not on your own, if you could maybe talk with them a bit more?? In breaktimes (?) or after work if/when you aren't just wanting to get home.
Not to say you're on your own, when you've got us!!!

The change in medication sounds like a positive step though, and hopefully it will help you a little through the job hunt.............it can be really hard sticking with it so you're doing well........and maybe try to see each rejection as a step closer to
the one!!

It sounds like you have a lot to offer a prospective employer, so hang in there.

Alison