ugh. Feeling sick with stress. Money is a huge issue again, AND we have all these kittens in our house and are trying to find good homes AND I am stressed about therapy stuff. Feeling stupid about the session and I had lunch with a friend who also sees the same T and somehow in the conversation we got on the topic of the sound-proofing at his office and in discussing that, realized that my friend never yells at him. She has NEVER yelled. I have another friend who sees him also, and checked with her, and she was kind of flabbergasted u the idea of yelling at him. My MIL also does not yell at him. I have yelled at him more than I have ever yelled at anyone in my life except my husband and my sister. Apparently I am the world's most yelling -yeller, horrible client. I feel really stupid for thinking that he actually likes me and enjoys talking to me (most of the time) when he probably really dreads the sessions and thinks I am a *****. I should probably just cancel the next appointment anyway because I feel like I am spending insane amounts of money on therapy (mental and physical).