Hiya ThisWayOut...

You don't happen to have anyway to just email her what you need her to see, do you? Sorry about the printer... what rotten timing!

I get what you're saying about feeling disconnected about stuff... that happens to me *all* the time and makes therapy really hard. I haven't figured out a good way to deal with it, other than writing what I'm feeling when I am connected to it and... yup, printing that out (and prefacing with, "I don't feel this now, but I did then!").

*Good luck*. It's so hard... but these sessions, when we're most scared, seem like they always have the most potential to be really good and helpful. I hope you're able to convey some of this to your T tomorrow, and that you get a good response from her!