So about 7 months ago I went into a depression. I started tweaking with my meds. I only see my psych nurse once a month. I've been tweaking with my meds since I've been seeing her. Well everything was going ok then I started not sleeping. I went into a mixed episode. I frantically increased some meds and decreased others. I went and saw her and I guess I could have overdosed on one of them. I was just trying to sleep.

Does anybody else have as difficult a time with sleep as I do?

Long story I went to the hospital for 10 days. I was doing ok on sleep but should have stayed.

Now a couple weeks later and I'm not sleeping well again. I'm on high, high dose of trazadone and take 100 mgs of visteral too. She won't tweak meds over the phone anymore for me. She has no openings until October 21st. Now I will get a full nights rest if I add on zyprexa. But I really don't want to bc of increase in appetite.

She has said I could go back to this horrible hospital. It's horrible there though. Lots of hard core drug addicts and stuff. Should I go? I don't think I'll be able to get into the good hospital again...

Support and advice needed. I'm soooo tired.... What would you do?