Thanks Bluekoi and Emwell2... I did ok. I think that I was in a bad place, because it was the night before 2 (after 2 weeks with no T), and I didn't want to go. Bad session last time and I wanted to quit... but missed the cancellation deadline. I walked in and handed him my check first thing, and wanted to just turn around and run away! But, I did ok... we did some good talking... I'm *still* not sure if he can help, but he was very stable and still not mad at me. Didn't talk about the SI stuff, but some other stuff... so I'm in a little better place now.

*** thank you! ***