Skeptical reluctant, and testing the waters is the best way for myself to describe my post at this time. Dx boarder line at one point, depressed at another, and bi polar on a third. Not sure they know what they are seeing or thinking at times, but I know I definitely don't know with the way things fly through my head. Don't know if I should call myself by name or something else. Have huge trust issues. Size of the freak Grand Canyon trust issues. It does not appear ppl understand this dx or even wish to at times. Sometimes I get quite confused. What I do know is my mood can be good one moment and feeling good, then something snaps in the head and sad as heck. Been med free for two half years and was doing great till change at work and since that time (2 month) been bouncing all over. Just out of curiosity -hence the name, anyone else go back and take these dumb on line quizzes just to see if the outcome changes? I know that sounds really dumb, but I guess I still hope for different outcome. Does not seem to come though. Sorry rattling on. Hi!