Thank you all for such supportive advices. I know I would not have done this while rearing children for the exact same reasons as already mentioned. I am fortunate in that way not to worry about such an important concern. So, that is probably the main reason why I feel liberated to come clean publically. My career ended several years ago, so no worries there either. As far as why I'm compelled to expose myself now? Mostly for myself and the liberating sense of accomplishment that took years in the making. Robin's death and the first light of a "natural state" of mind, assured me that now is the time.
I made a similar comment like this under my blog comment and was surprised the number and who showed up expressing their support. Best of all, one post was said they will share my blog site with someone they know who might benefit.
I guess it's the nurse in me would like to hear. If my story can help just one than, Ive done exactly what I wabted to accomplish.