I suffer from avoidant personality disorder, split personality disorder, a lot of anxiety and depression. I was bullied as a child and lived in poverty (or very close to it) as well, I never knew my father, and I've always felt inadequate. I feel like I'm lying to everyone I know, a lot of times I tell them what they want to hear, rather than what I actually feel. I stumble over my words to the point that I cannot speak, it's frustrating. So, I write. Overall, I'm just sad because I don't believe anyone I know can relate to me, it's quite overwhelming. So, I decided to give this a shot: hopefully it helps.