Yesterday I was feel totally drained as if I had had sex like 10 time in one day(I'm a guy), like I ran 30 miles, like I took a 1000 question test or something. I had the feeling, the urge to get "high". I never done drugs outside of alchol but I felt, I need to get up. Very depressed and very argumentative. I need endorphins or something. I want to try heroin But I'm afraid of prison and plus I have no friends to ask for drugs