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Sometimes I feel like I'm one giant nerve and every little thing affects me. Other times I feel like I'm impervious to all things. I much prefer the latter.
But just now I stepped onto the train and went looking for a seat, and passed by this little boy talking to his father, and the tone of the kid's voice sounded so sad, there was such a weight to it. They were only talking about where they were going to go after they got off the train, but just the tone of the kid's voice made me want to cry. And then I started thinking about the kid's future and of course my mind went to dark places... And then they started talking about battlestars, thank god, it snapped me out of it and made me smile. But I put music on.
Does anyone get like this sometimes, just raw?
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"Every person, on the foundation of his or her own sufferings and joys, builds for all." ~Albert Camus
Cymbalta, 60mg -- for the depression.
Latuda, 40mg -- for the paranoia (delusional type).
Adderall, 40mg XR & 5 mg reg -- for the ADD.
Xanax, .5 mg as needed -- for the anxiety.
Topamax, 50mg -- still figuring this one out.
MDD, but possibly have some form of Bipolar Disorder. Then again, I could be paranoid . . .
Well, at least I still have my sense of humor. 
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