Thanks everyone...I'm trying to take the advice about an hour at a time. I might have to go minute by minute. I work for a newspaper, and back in the production department there are Xacto knives laying around -- one of my favorite weapons. Sigh.

I'm on my way right now to see my psychiatrist. He's going to ask if I've cut since the last time I saw him, and I can say no, but not for lack of desire to, and he'll launch into his speech about how the longer I go without it, the less likely I am to do it again, and about how much progress I've made, and blah blah blah, and I don't want to hear it. I still feel like crap this morning.

I've been in the job market for a while now, and all this constant rejection gives a girl a complex! :-)

Thanks for the hugs and the help.

Candy

There used to be a real me, but I had it surgically removed. -- Peter Sellers