I was just writing about my frustrations this morning in my journal. I struggle with decision making constantly. I never associated it with my Bipolar Disorder also I constantly struggle in social settings because I always say the wrong thing. I had a blow up with a fellow church member this week. It seems like when ever I am corrected by another person I launch into BATTLE mentality. I don't understand why I do this. I always run home crying and confused about what happened to me. The desire to just stay alone becomes stronger and once again I have to muster up courage to step back out again. I'm so thankful that I found this web site you are all such a blessing to me.