(((HazelGirl))) yes, it will likely be the topic of our next session. there's too much to discuss, always. T thought the same as me, that I need to come more often.

He always seems very object-relations-y to me; the last thing i'd expect him to do is beg me to come back or even ask me to reconsider. He had the correct therapeutic response as I see it. It was sort of like the non-controlling "set you free" type of response, which seemed so incredibly loving to me. (not saying your Ts resposne was inappropriate in your situation HG)

Hankster, about what you asked, i'm thinking that there should be rage associated with feeling imprisoned by him. I just can't access it. It's the damn introject again. Maybe what needs to happen is that I need to access that rage and integrate it into my psyche.