Yeah it sucks. I should have never messed with my meds. Yes I need a actual psychiatrist. I'm gonna wait until Monday to go in bc I think then I'll have a better chance of getting into the higher quality hospital. At this one it's clean, decent food, activities throughout the day. Coloring books for adults for the evenings. Decent nurses, decent staff. I always learn something new in groups though. Can have your own clothes and makeup, perfume etc...
In the other one is filthy, hardcore drug addicts, hard core homeless ppl, mean nurses, mean staff, I feel really bad for the seriously mentally ill. It's just a horrible place and I'm not trying to be a snob bc I'm not at all. It just really increases my anxiety with all the yelling and mean nurses. Can only wear the sweats they provide, no makeup, can only use their deodorant etc...it sucks...
Thanks for your support.