As you probably read my prior posts, I am having the same problem. I'm not at the end yet, but everytime it is brought up I go into a deep depression. This is my first experience with a T too.

We have a great relationship, I can't imagine not seeing him again. I thought about running now too, but that's not going to help me. Maybe when I take it down to less sessions, it won't be so bad.

I don't know why I can't stay as long as I want to. I'm paying for it.

Does anyone know why?