Hi Browncurtains, it seems like you may have something going on. It may be a good idea to ask your parents about taking you to a Therapist. They can help you develop good coping skills. Here's a link to the self injury section of this forum and a link to the thread of things to do instead of hurting yourself:
Self Injury - Forums at Psych Central
http://forums.psychcentral.com/self-...-yourself.html
I hope your able to get some help.
-Take care,
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Diagnosis:
Schizoaffective disorder Bipolar type
PTSD
Social Anxiety Disorder
Anorexia Binge/Purge type