Hi Timeforhelp, thanks for sharing your story. I'm sorry for all that you've been through. Are you in therapy? If not, that may be a place to start getting help. I wish you the best of luck.
-Take care,
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“All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi
Diagnosis:
Schizoaffective disorder Bipolar type
PTSD
Social Anxiety Disorder
Anorexia Binge/Purge type