I am so tired, physical and mentally exhasted, with my partner in the hospital, very sick from pneumonia, I have to be here for him, am glad I can do it, but I am not resting well, I am anxoius all the time, so so tired. Greatful though because he is getting better, because he doesn't have cancer, and because I know that I just can not give up. I am also thankful to be here, help me a lot ...