SG, your response is heartwarming....

Thanks for the thought-provoking question of what happened today to inspire this....I don't know myself...I'm wondering...is it my anger at my previous t for not giving me what I wanted....and when I don't get what I wanted I infer I am bad....is it that I have been a no-good mum yesterday.....so I feel I am bad.....I'm not sure myself what is inspiring this feeling of I am bad....interestingly, with my previous t, this is the point where the rupture developed and we have not been able to repair it...so eventually I left....the rupture came about cuz she gave me the first kind of response and I wanted the second kind of response....or am I angry cuz t disclosed some personal info today?.....and somehow it evokes my rage?.....I'm so utterly confused about why I am feeling this way out of the blue....maybe this feeling is buried inside of me and only appears when I am in a trusting relationship, and since I haven't been in therapy for a while....now that I am....my deep-seated stuff is coming out.....????????