((Whoaminoone))
Your situation sounds terrifying. I don't have any advice to offer but I know what it's like waiting for replies on PC so thought I should post anyway.
I have recently started having flashbacks, though actually I think I've been having emotional flashbacks all my life off and on, without knowing what they were. The major flashbacks are really frightening and although I know now what they are, which takes the edge off the fear, I dread them. You are so brave continuing even though you know the flashbacks are likely to be triggered.



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