Thank you guys ((((((((((((((((everyone)))))))))))

I actually have been feeling a bit better than i was the other day ... unfortunately i'm not sure whether that can be attributed to being EXTREMELY busy (new job & moving into new house), but i guess it doesn't really matter either way. Hopefully once things slow down a bit i'll be able to actually sort out some of these thoughts.

Right now i'm not actually seeing my T anymore. The semester ended and she's gone for two months .... she left me with a reference to see someone else while she's gone, but i'm still not sure i want to take her up on that offer. And as for meds... well i stopped taking them in december. It felt like the right thing to do at the time ... and well maybe it was, but i guess i just wanted to see how I would do without taking them. Some days i feel great, and others not so much ... but i guess if it actually is an imbalance i should probably look into taking them again ...

Thanks once again for the support everyone, it really does mean a lot.

Jacq