Sorry I left for a bit. We had a friend who lost his brother on Tuesday night. We have been busy trying to help him out and attend the wake and services. That and work. I am so tired. I have been able to talk to my Doctor,and he wants me to see a therapist every week for awhile. I start tomorrow. I have told a few more people, which is actually helping me to cope. They're very good friends, and were very supportive. I am still panicking more than I used to, and longer duration for each attack. I don't think I can keep up my normal pace if this continues. I am praying that this therapist can help. My Doctor really recommends her,but the ones I have seen in the past just didn't fit. I will keep fighting the good fight. Another tragedy certainly didn't help. Thanks everyone.