This is stupid. I keep getting hurt again and again and again. I need to just let go once and for all. It will never work because we are so wrong for each other. We don't get each other at all. I need to find someone else who's much better for me. How the **** do I do that when I'm in this stupid situation? It's like, I won't let go because there's nothing wrong he's technically doing, but because of inherent problems he will inevitably use his power to hurt and walk all over my heart. He doesn't give a **** about me anymore. The cycle must be broken. Once and for all. Can someone just knock some common sense into me or at least kill me so this torture can be over?